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Devon Avenue

We're all fucking brainwashed.

Or is just me. Fuck. Stop reading this. Right now. Click the scroll bar, go on to the next person on your so-called friends list. I'm so annoying I can't even write. It's the little things that piss me off. The indecisiveness, people that are supposed to have your back. This is just going to be one big rant, venting if you will. Don't say I didn't warn you. What the fuck am I so wound up about?

Best Buy being too busy to install my radio?
Or the jail that is my life? I'm trapped in, with no chance of parole motherfucker.

The fact that I'm always in a fucking hurry, that's there's never enough time?
That I can never seem to get enough sleep? Or that I'm sleeping through life?

This is fucking bullshit. The people around me are fucking idiots. Work's full of imbeciles. A lot of our kids are wastes, their dad's should have pulled out and flushed them down the fuckin' toilet. I wish I could gouge their fucking eyes out, drown them in the lake, push them onto the tracks on the "L".

I'm such an asshole.

I'm really not asking for much, but it sucks when not even the little things work out. Tomorrow will be better, it'll be fun. At the very least I'll be preoccupied.

I saw what was left of a cat in the middle of the road on the way to work this morning, I had to turn away it was such a fucking mess, it must have been a big fucker.

But right about now I'm pretty envious of it.

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ph0enixignition
May. 26th, 2005 09:26 pm (UTC)
Normally I'd say something cliche...because it's just like me to be cliche, to be the half-glass-full kind of optimist that I am...

But in this case, all I really have to say is that we've all been or will be where you are right now. And that things won't always be so bad--I shouldn't even have to tell you that last part.

Your happiness is your own responsibility. Your responsibility to surround yourself with the kind of people you want in it. And that every passing moment is another chance to turn it all around.

Damn, I guess I couldn't do this without being cliche, huh?

Ah well. But take it from someone who has to consider donating one of my eggs to an infertile couple to help put herself through school--things will get better!

Oh, and MY Best Buy would never do that to you!!!
fenyx
May. 27th, 2005 02:08 pm (UTC)
Hahaha thanx. I'm going to have to visit your Best Buy one of these days, I was up at the one in Evanston on Howard. They're usually good but I wanted to get it in before the sale ended, etc. Anyway, I'm cool now, I was just really PO'd last night. Thanks again.
ph0enixignition
May. 27th, 2005 09:21 pm (UTC)
I'm the closing girl in Media. Buy something expensive from me!!! Hehe.
fenyx
May. 28th, 2005 10:39 am (UTC)
Hmm..
I thought you guys didn't get commission? Eh, well, wear one of your modeling outfits and you can probably sell me a bridge. Heh.
ph0enixignition
May. 28th, 2005 09:24 pm (UTC)
Re: Hmm..
hahaha, hey--I rock the blue & khaki just fine!

No we don't get commission but I dig the nice pat on the back from my managers. There are some things like netflix & gamefly that are hard as hell to sell too, but I give a mean sales pitch!

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