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I'm really not in the mood.

I guess I looked like crap this morning, hence my lil' visual aid for tonight. Not once, but twice did people inquire about my activities the night before. I don't blame them, my hair's too long, my sideburns are out of control, and I need a shave. I seriously took about two dozen pics, I hated them all. I know I'm supposed to look like crap, but damn. I also hate that I've put on few lbs. this past year. So yeah, I'll probably give myself a makeover before the open house on Thursday...maybe. I know pimps are pimps and playaz play, but could you imagine, if I actually gave two shits lately...I wouldn't have a free moment.

Speaking of, I had a long talk with a friend of mine this afternoon. It was disappointing in one aspect but comforting in another. It seems like I'm not the only one that's been racking up bad karma. I don't know what it is, but there's a lot of bad energy floating around, at least I know it's not all coming from me. I may be losing some of you, but I guess what I'm saying is that no one's perfect, and I think I'm tired of trying to be. What do I have to show for it? I might as well give in and be an asshole all the way. Eh, we'll see.

Lots of shit bringing me down lately, I just can't seem to fucking shake it off.


uh uh uh
uh uh uh
uh uh
uh uh uh

(Chorus)
'Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
(yeah) Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And i can't take it I cant shake it(NO)

[Nelly]
I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that look in your eye
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And its a shame that we gotta spend our time being mad About the same things
Over and over again (about the same thing)
Over and over again

Oo but I thinks she leavin
uhh man she's leavin
I dont know wat else to do
(Cant go on not lovin you)


(chorus)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
(yeah) and I can't take it
(yeah)and I can't shake it ( no )

[Nelly]
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stuborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playin in my head
(Over and over again)
Playin my head (over and over again)

[Nelly]
Oh I thinks shes leavin
Uhh man shes leavin
I dont know wat else to do
(I cant go on not lovin you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
(yeah) cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it and I cant shake it(no)

[Nelly]
Now that I realize
That I'm goin down
From all this pain you put me through

[Tim McGraw]
Everytime I close my eyes (wuu wuu)
I lock it down
ooooo I can't go on not lovin you

(repeat chorus 3x)

uh uh uh uh (repeat 4x)

Over and over again
Over and over again
Cause it's all in my head


That's the Nelly song I was into a few days back but didn't really know. Oh and just another wrench thrown in my game, I ordered a couple of neighborhoodies, but one was supposed to be delievered at a later date. Thanks to a screw up, said hoody is being delievered tomorrow. Normally you'd think oh wow that was quick right? Well, the one I wanted now isn't here, and the one I needed later, is on it's way. But hey, I'm jinxed remember?

Work was work, I kicked ass at dominoes though, some kid beat me at chess...twice. I also wussed out at work as per usual.

I'm still confused as hell, I'm starting to think that if shit isn't straightened out by the New Year I'm going to cut my losses and run. Slash and burn motherfuckers, slash and burn.

With a few words, everything could be resolved.

-Noriega, out.

Comments

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(Anonymous)
Nov. 16th, 2004 07:37 am (UTC)
The picture turned out sexy.
fenyx
Nov. 16th, 2004 08:10 am (UTC)
Who's journal are YOU looking at?
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