1. Feeling or showing a lack of interest or concern; indifferent.
2. Feeling or showing little or no emotion; unresponsive.
The summer's ending. I wasted it as expected. Sure I went to a few shows, museums, parties, watched movies all summer, I know it wasn't as bad as it could have been. Even so, I didn't go anywhere special, didn't write, didn't work out, didn't work on the house. Nothing of consequence. Couldn't even relax, I had maybe a few good days/nights, that's about it. Now it's back to the hell hole known as 145. What the fuck is wrong with me, just this weekend I didn't attend the wake/funeral, didn't make it to Madison to see my good friends, and didn't write that fuckin' letter for another friend. I missed someone's birthday on the 24th, I haven't done shit. At least the one day I made it to the bank, doctor's, etc. Hell I barely go out in the day, heh. I'm as white as a ghost. You know what I need, I really need someone to kick my ass. You know that scene in Happy Gilmore, err check that, Billy Madison when his teacher comes over to his house and beats the crap out of him, I need someone to do that to me. I know I can't motivate myself, it's not my fault. My whole life I've had parents, teachers, instructors, sifus, trainers, and coaches yelling at me. I've gotten used to it I guess, heh. Okay enough bitchin'/whining.
Holy crap. I wasn't going to write anything about them, especially since I only watched about half of them, but I can't help it. I never wanted to be that guy, the guy who's always like "music in my day was so much better, blah, blah, blah..." but I can't help it. These bands suck. With the exception of Green Day, Gorillaz, Kanye, and a couple of others, everyone on the VMA's should get new jobs. First of all, most of these "rock" bands look like douche bags. I could kick their asses by myself. Then, not only do they look like that, you listen to them sing and sound even lamer. Ugh. At least "Diddy" is always entertaining, call him what you will, he's damn good at what he does. There's always some sort of hype around him and whatever he pushes usually works. Then there's Paris Hilton, Kelly Clarkson, Jessica's sister, whatsherface, Hogan's daughter, soooo many annoying people. At least for every annoying person there was a hot one to make up for it. Good Lord, Shakira, Eva Longoria, Gwen, Paulina Rubio, (eventhough she looked uncomfortable as hell presenting w/ Lil' Jon) Jessica Alba, Shakira, Alicia Keys, Jessica Simpson, (eventhough I have NO idea what she was wearing) and did I mention Shakira? Back to the bands though, there's so many I want to just punch in the throat, Good Charlotte? The Bravery? Fall Out Boy? I also love how the guys from Good Charlotte try to pull off the hardcore tattooed look....while standing next to one of their girlfriends...Hilary Duff. I can't talk about it anymore just look at these:
Pisses me off that bands like Local H will never be that huge or make that kind of money. There's a lot of bands out there with actual talent that will never get the respect and attention that they deserve. Did I miss anything, probably, but I've spent way too much time on the awards.
Hmm...guess that's about it for now. What's new in your neck of the woods?