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I had it for a second.

Then it was gone.

I think it was at work. Possilbly when the kids were running through their special teams formations, I was looking at the condos going up across the street from us. Right on Ridge, it would take me five minutes to get to work. Part of my epiphany had to do with the beginning of the new year I'm sure. New faces replacing those that have moved on. It's not so bad is it? Thirty, forty years of your life teaching others. There are worse ways to make a living right? It hit me, maybe I could be happy.

buying that condo
marrying that wife
having my 2.5 kids

Maybe. It was like one of those moments where you feel like you've learned the meaning of life, like you're one with the universe, with God. It was an instant and then it was gone.

Then again, maybe I was just out in the sun too long.



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Sep. 10th, 2005 06:33 am (UTC)
then you realise the meaning of life is just another song about not wasting sperm.
Sep. 10th, 2005 02:24 pm (UTC)
huh? You lost me. Which song?
Sep. 11th, 2005 10:12 am (UTC)
the every sperm is sacred song from monty python's meaning of life...goodness, for a boy how could you not know that song?

Sep. 11th, 2005 10:54 am (UTC)
Heh. You're going to hate me after this, but I'm not much of a monty python man... *runs and hides*
Sep. 11th, 2005 11:06 am (UTC)
hate? no. disappointed? *sigh* yes.

lol oh well, I don't like baseball, I find it drudgingly boring so we're even.
Sep. 11th, 2005 11:41 am (UTC)
Cool so we're even. I don't know, I just don't find myself laughing like everyone else. Part of it is that I'm sure they were built up as being the funniest shit on earth before I watched them and I was "eh".
Sep. 11th, 2005 07:02 pm (UTC)
oh, well I guess I kinda grew up on them, I mean 'the minstry of silly walks', 'upperclass twit of the year', 'how to defend yourself from a piece of fruit'...good times.
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