December 26th, 2003

Scud Heartbreaker


Hmm...well today was rather uneventful. So far I guess. Went to Best Buy to use a gift card I got for Christmas, which f-ing rocks. But I couldn't make up my freakin' mind on what to get. I was looking for old CDs but then I was like eh. Then I was going to get an X-Box Live renewal card, but then I was like I think I spend enough time online as it is. Then I was thinking a router but what for if I'm not going to be on Live. Then I was like maybe the online adapter for PS2, and games, etc. On and on, for over an hour. Like a kid in a candy store. Ended up getting the Chili Peppers Greatest Hits and Dirty Work. I saw Norm McDonald in Billy Madison earlier today and it reminded me how I love that movie and I don't own it so...

Afterwards I went over to the studio. Most of you are like studio? WTF is he talking about, well to tell you the truth it's the first time I've been there in months. I started renting out a studio with some friends. We have a photographer, leather/metal worker/artisan, a sculptor/potter, and me the poseur writer. Wonder how many things I just mispelled, anyway...I really need to get my ass in gear. Oh btw if you're wondering the address is on my website, for those of you that are in town, or not. Umm where was I, yeah I rented it out for a couple months, never did anything in it...and let it go. Hopefully I'll start again in the new year. My original intention, er motivation, was that if I was paying for a space, then maybe that would motivate me to write more. Like joining a gym I's a really nice place, and it's fixed up pretty cool maybe it will work out this time.

Dinner's ready, I'll continue this later.
  • Current Music
    Nobody Loves Me-Portishead
Scud Heartbreaker

Part II

LOL That reminded me of something, Jules left me a msg on my phone asking something about the day after Christmas, AKA The Revenge of Christmas or something, it was funny...anyway where was I?

I don't know I forget, that's what happens when you put movies on, you forget stuff. Forget to call people, to write, etc. Hmm...umm yeah. Thanks to the people who are actually reading this, it's starting to slowly snowball. (huhuhuhuh he said snowball) Actually getting some feedback so it's kinda cool. The only downside I've encountered so far is that I'm finding myself abandoning my real journal. Oh well, as long as I'm writing right?

Where the hell is everyone anyway? It seems like absolutely no one is on. People must be out and about, the nerve of some people actually having lives...hmmph.

Wow, I guess that's it for now, I know I was talking about the space/studio. I just feel outta place there sometimes. Maybe it's the age thing, maybe it's just that I haven't been around. The whole neighborhood sucks, for personal reasons. I don't know. It's really funny too though, I grew up on the other side of the "L", I literally spent my childhood about 100 yards aways from the studio, Lunt/Glenwood. The Heartland, friggin' Rogers Park. Life's funny sometimes. BTW for those of you not familiar "L" is short for Elevated Train. And BTW means by the way, btw.

Aight, guess that's it. G'nite one and all, I keep thinking tomorrow's sunday for some reason, was getting ready for last Bears game of season and everything. *wipes tear, sighs* Ok, Ok, good night.

Gilasaurus Rex
  • Current Music
    Otherside-Red Hot Chili Peppers