January 5th, 2004

Scud Heartbreaker

#$@#%!

Not even eight and already it's so #@$#ING busy here. Anger meter rising...then I check my mail and of course, no new messages. Actually getting interrupted as I write this, so will be brief...it just sucks being reminded how low of a priority you are sometimes you know? Anyway more later if time allows.
  • Current Music
    humming of the Eltron printer
Scud Heartbreaker

Hmm...

So I think I've talked about fortunes and astrology or what not before. I usually don't rely on them or believe in them unless they're positive or good news, in those cases it can't hurt to believe. Nothing like a good mental placebo, so today's tells me that I should try to help people, if I can't help hundreds, help some, if not some, a few, if not a few, one...you get the picture, but that's what it says.

I'd love to help, but how I can help others if I can't even help myself? :(. God this day is draginnnnnnnnnnng on...might just pass out when I get home. I don't know. I should probably hit EQ, I'm sure I'm probably getting left behind by everyone else...probably leveling in the teens by now. Eh, whatta ya gonna do? I have yahoo up but no one's on...at least I got a voicemail this morning.

Well the AP is calling and I'm going to try to get some grub...more later.
  • Current Music
    people jibber-jabbing about the copier
Scud Heartbreaker

Loose lips sink ships.

"It's better to keep quiet and be thought a fool, than to open your mouth and prove it."

Well, so much for talking, and expression, and communication. There's a lot to be said for being the strong quiet type. I went and opened my fool mouth and ended up hurting the one person in the world that I would never want to hurt. I'm sorry. I won't get into it, but I think I will keep my mouth shut from now on.

What a #@$%ing day...work sucked, phone sucked, emailing sucked, everything. Well more later. Sorry.