September 19th, 2004


"I'm 37?"

Heh, best movie evah. I finally got around to watching some of Clerks X, I watched the first cut with the audio commentary. Some of you probably find it annoying but I've watched the thing so many times I pretty much know what they're saying anyway. The commentary, of course, is brand spanking new. Clerks is pretty much the movie that made me want to make my own...Reservoir Dogs made me actually like movies again, John Woo flicks introduced me to foreign films, (believe it or not) Kevin's movies gave me the want to write them, and Robert Rodriguez made me think I could actually make them. So what the hell am I waiting for?

Nothing on TV, Speed's on, so's Titanic, pfft. Oh right, the Emmy's. I can't stand them for some reason, I can pretty much only watch the Oscar's. Who knows. Well since I last wrote I did actually remember the other things I wanted to touch on.

Tres. Health.
Mine in particular. I'm alright as far as I know, just someone's worried so it in turn worries me, but I'm over it. Everytime I see the doctor, it's the same thing. I need to lose some weight, but my BP and Cholesterol are always pretty good. Yes I know I'm getting older, but whatever, I'll cross those bridges when I get to them. Besides, everytime I start a regime something happens, I pull this or that, get soreness, etc. I end up worse than before. However, that being said, jogging/working out this past summer did help me. Even if it was not very visible, I can tell when I have to run after kids, or I'm bouncing at an H show, the stamina's a little better. We'll see...

Quatro. Honesty.
Well, maybe not honesty, I guess being more forthcoming, getting personal, I don't know. Someone mentioned that I seem to hold back, or that I'm not as open as I can be in these entries. I think I'm pretty much an open book, when and if I do keep things to myself or write ambiguously it's to protect others. Protect may be a strong word, but it's just my way of keeping other people's shit private. I'm not out to get anyone into trouble. What do you think? I mean if there's anything you're just dying to know, just ask. Some of you already know that, TRUTH! Veritas.

The other day there was a note in the hall regarding a locker, it read something like "I had this locker first please remove your lock, I've already reported to Mrs. So and So. A reply was written below it: "I also claimed locker and gave information to Ms. So and So." It goes on like this for a little bit, sad thing is...the conversation was between two teachers. *shrugs shoudlers*

It was a good weekend, saw the H play the Metro. Met up with bettydiamond and live2cd. As usual I saw a lot of familiar faces and a great time was had by all. My brother and I hit Garcia's afterwards and then headed home. Local H just never disappoints, it's very rare for me to say that about anything.

Speaking of not being disappointed, did you guys see my Bears and Cubs in action today. I was going nuts! It's always a little depressing to be at home watching the games alone, but at the same time I have all the privacy in the world to act like a complete freak when we score! The games were fuckin' awesome. To beat Green Bay in Lambeau, it was just sweet!

Tomorrow's my mom's birthday, I have to try to pick something up for her after work. Guess that's about it, I thought I had a lot more to write about, but I guess not...hmm. Maybe I'll pop in the Clerks doc, or Requiem for a Dream, someone was just talking to me about it and it has been a while since I've seen it. Hope everything's good on your end, talk to you soon.

Gill Bellamy.
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