October 24th, 2004

Regret

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I want to live in a huge mansion, with a dozen bathrooms, by myself. It'd be nice to blast music as loud as I wanted, whenever I wanted to. Watch whatever the hell I want, when I want. Have people over and crash or hang out all by my lonesome. Maybe my own island?

I'm never going to be content.

I don't know why I even open my email sometimes. No news truly is good news sometimes.

Goddamnit, I read my entries sometimes and I wonder how I have friends at all, friggin' emo shit. It's so not me too. Alright time to have a beer, or twenty, and watch these bastards. Can I get a win? Please.
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Leave of absence

I might take some time off...we'll see. Just reading through some of my latest entries it's all like blah. Whatever. Inconsequential even. The memes were okay, I guess. Killed some time right? Now I have to once again figure out how I'm getting to point B from point A. Fuckin' Bears lost, I hate the Bucs. Figures they'd beat us. At least Boston's beating up on the Cards again tonight. Fuck. See, I've got nothing, nothing to write about. I watched Raiders of the Lost Ark in the morning, sports the rest of the day. Chatting for a while, wrote some email, which I'm not even sure made it to its destination. Well, I'll leave you all with this, I stoled'd it from somewhere but whatever...

WHAT WOULD WE BE DOING IF WE WERE TOGETHER IN A ROOM RIGHT NOW?

This should be interesting. I'll be around.

-Fen
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