March 13th, 2005


Wasting the days away...

I'll be back with more later, maybe...but as I was driving today I got that strange "I've wasted the summer/spring break/Xmas break" feeling. Huh? I guess because it's Sunday and I didn't much after Friday night, still though. Strange.

Anyway randomnation:

Following feelings, I read the phrase/sentence and it made perfect sense. Like when you're mad and have no real clue why, you can't follow the feeling. Whatever. It makes sense to me dammnit.

"I mean we'd all be so lucky to wind up a punching bag and still find our crates full of Birds of Paradise."

-Johnny Truant

PS-the Karmic lesson of the weekend is to be careful what you wish for.
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Okay, so Friday was Friday, I guess I'll leave it at that.  I didn't make it to the Bottom Lounge on Saturday so I'm wondering how that went.  We're all responsible for our actions, even when said actions are going to have unfavorable reprecussions, you should stand up and take it like a man.  I hate cowards.  I'd like to think that although I have a lot of shortcomings, cowardice isn't one of them.  Well, unless a beautiful woman is involved, then I cower like a little girl.  Anyway, I'm finally reading House of Leaves and it's amazing so far, inspiring even.  Five days of work left and I'm still wondering what I will do over break, I know that I'm going to keep f'ing busy for one.  Without work I'm going to have a lot more down time which usually leads to pondering and lamenting.  Maybe I'll just make GIFs all week.  I do need to catch up on some movies, I think Motorhead is in town on Monday, and Suffrajett's playing on Friday w/Scott.  Plus the PSP comes out that week too.  *sighs*  I'd really, really, like to go on that trip to Utah, but it's probably not going to happen.  For one, I already have a full schedule of drinking, moping, sulking, and playing X-Box between concerts and suicide attempts.  Second, and more importantly, I don't think I'd be all that comfortable with the crew going to Utah. 

Granted I've know them for years now, but they're like work friends, as lame as that sounds.  It's different.  I don't know how comfortable I'd be sleeping around them for instance, sharing a tent.  What if I talk in my sleep, (I don't that I know of) or snore (that I've been known to do) or drool, you know things like that.  Or in the event that I run out of money, etc.  I just won't feel as secure, I don't know.  It's only a week, it's a beautiful trip, it'll be three people per car on the way there, four back.  Two cars, experienced outdoors men.  I mean look at the place... plus a huge party in Denver on the way back  Crap, I don't even have a Magic 8-Ball around to help me make my decision.  Money's a problem too though, I need to buy a new phone, and I'm sure it'll be a few hundred dollars in lodging, food, gas, etc.  Although we'll be camping for free and staying w/friends of friends in some cases.  Another thing is that they're all very active and outdoorsy, I've been camping but not for many years.  They plan on white water rafting, hiking, and God knows what else.  Not that I'm afraid but I just don't want them to feel like I'm a burden if I can't keep up.  At the same time I don't want to just stay at the campsite.  Or do I?  I could write, I could go shooting, eh.  Am I really even considering it?  Is anyone still reading this?

In other news, the Contender is becoming my favorite show.  Boxing rocks, but add drama, editing, and dramatic music, combined with a little scripting and you've got a hit.  That cocky bastard got served tonight but something tells me he's the one coming back next week.  We'll see.

Crap I've been sitting here for about an hour, I'm not getting anymore on the page tonight.

'Nite Habibtee


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