Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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I don't know what's going on, I'm happy sort of, hopeful, sort of, depressed sort of, just everything. I had to help relatives out with some homework earlier and it just bummed me out. My family's always looked to me for help, I'm supposedly the intelligent one, the one that was going to make something of myself.

I really dropped the ball on that one. Disappointment to all.

I don't know, I better stop being down and depressing again or whatever, just looking for attention right? On another note...I think some people are pissed off at me, or annoyed or something, and I don't even know why. If I fucked up and/or did something just tell me...I'm a big boy I can take it. Alright, I should get to bed...


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