I'm also knotted up with nerves inside. I've been trying to get back into the schools for almost a year now with no luck and as luck would have it, I got two calls this morning. They wanted to set up interviews, I immediately set one up for tomorrow but I had to change my schedule around for the other and I told the lady I'd call back. I called her back to confirm, not even ten minutes later, but I got her voice mail. This was about nine am and I haven't heard back, I get the feeling she didn't like the fact that I said I'd get back to her. What was I supposed to do? I had to make sure work was covered. Figures that when I've finally started working full time is when I'd get calls. Now I'm going to feel bad if I get hired because I'll be leaving my aunt high and dry. Oh life...why must you be so complicated? Why can't I just go to concerts, watch sports, and drink all day? Occasionally switching gears to write a little, watch TV, and play video games. I already called once, I don't know if calling again will sound desperate and/or get annoying. Or maybe it will show how badly I want the job. Hmm...I'll wait a little longer.
Ugh! I need the damn game to start to keep my mind off calling. Fawk...it's getting darker...I'm skerred.