First of all, I'd just like to thank all of you for putting up with my annoying messages the past few days, weeks..hell if we're talking about annoying messages/posts, I should say years...heh. Anyway, I lost, of course and while it isn't the end of the world, it is a bit disheartening. I know a lot of you voted several times, lets say 20. I probably gave myself over 50 votes over the past couple of weeks. A couple of guys on the H board account for over 100 so that's pretty much the 600 votes there. That means that a lot of people didn't even bother to vote once. Which is...y'know whatever. I mean I've got 189 friends on myspace, 62 on Facebook. Granted some of those are doubles but then I hit up everyone on my Xbox LIVE flist, and on Yelp. Again, it's not the end of the world and it's nothing life-changing but it's kind of depressing that I couldn't win some stupid little internet contest. It reminds of me of trying to get people to read my blog here or to subscribe to it on MySpace, I don't know. God forbid I really ever need people's support for something of greater importance. Well, it's over, moving on...

I fuckin' hate my job. Yeah I know, everyone probably says that, well unless you're Brad Pitt or A-Rod or something. But yeah retail sucks. Usually it's the customers but lately it's my fuckin' co-workers. Eh...I should probably stop or just make this friends only, but whatever. I can't even relax on my day off, I'm f'ing bombarded with calls from work. This got screwed up, this many boxes came in, this person did this, so and so can't work on this day. I've got people quitting before they even start. Fawk. I know that I'm probably better knowing some things before I go to work and that everyone means well. It just sucks because I'm working on changing the schedule up at home and then I can't ever really relax because I'm just dreading going in tomorrow morning. I don't know what to expect. *sighs* I can't watch TV because it's in the back of my mind, the only thing that helps is gaming. I actually forget about real world shit for a few moments because I'm wrapped up in killing zombies or tearing up drones.

*sighs deeply*

What happened? I miss my old job, I'm getting paid shit right now, commuting 30 miles each way, and if I'm not stressed out I'm bored to tears. At least I'm getting a lot of reading done. I'm constantly looking and I've had leads, interviews but everything is so fucked up right now. Eh...what are you going to do?

Sorry, guess I'm just down at the moment. The fact that I won't have another day off until Thanksgiving doesn't really help. Then rippin' and runnin' to see my parents and then my mother-in-law, I'm not going to get another break for a while. That's life though, everyone's busy, just got to suck it up right?

Well, in case I don't get back on here, Happy Turkey Day suckas!

Gil