I don't know, I know I wanted to keep it real, and I don't really care what people think but it was just long and idiotic, spewing crap, kind of like this is going. Just, I don't know, you know? Why shit happens. I was asking a lot of cliche bullshit questions, and it sounded like I was bitching and crying, I just needed to vent I guess...I don't know...I guess if you want to know you can ask. If not, it's lost to cosmos, just more pieces of data lost to the world, forgotten in cyberspace.