Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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Idle hands...

It's amazing how much you can get accomplished when you're trying to keep your mind off things...or people.

For those of you who know me well, you probably know how I function. I'm extreme. Passionate, I get tunnel-vision, borderline obsessive. Quit smoking, cold-turkey. Last time I had long hair, I wanted a change, did I get a trim? Nope, shaved my head bald. I also like disppearing for long periods of time with no explanation. As a matter of fact, I think that's how I want to leave this world, not right now people, but when I do. Hopefully many, many years from now. Ambrose Bierce style. Bad mood, feeling completely horrible, what do I do? Physical pain always erases's a good tip. Usually a good time to get inked. Or trashed, whichever. When it comes to writing, I don't for weeks, but when I get started, I can go for days straight. Well you get the point. Let's see all that I've gotten done in the last 24 hours.

Drove around.
Worked on website.
Took pics.
Uploaded pics.
Uploaded LJ icons.
Did my taxes.
Rewired computer, speakers, monitor, etc.
Updated I-Tunes library.
Updated I-Pod.
Shredded documents.
Did paperwork.

I'm sure I'm forgetting a few things but I have been productive. Anything to keep me out of the real world you know? Even watched some TV, which I hardly do these days, save for 24, Chappelle Show, Simpsons, Family Guy, and Futurama. Well, I guess I watch some TV, but nothing like I used to. Ok, I think I'm running out of gas now...going to crash soon. Oh, on a total downer, one of my co-workers told me about the wake today, and that it was rough. People were wailing and screaming, he said it was really difficult to see the little's just not fair sometimes you know? Wow I'm getting a headache again, had a real doozy on monday, probably stress, whatever. Alright enough ranting, I hope to be more entertaining in the near future, or at least in a better mood.

Carpe Diem

PS-did I say doozy? Who the fuck says doozy these days? LOL.
PPS-managed to get corpse back in EQ, thanx to the kindness of thanx to all my so-called friends >:[ grr

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