Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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At least it's not too cold out.

I don't feel like doing jack today...well maybe jack and coke. Guess it's just one of those "put a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger" kinda days. Ever had one of those? But I keed, I keed, I don't want everyone freaking out, don't worry I think we all know that I'm way to old to pull this cry for help/suicide ish. Umm...maybe I should delete entry my disclaimer people sheesh.

It's not cold out, but it's cold inside.

Isn't that the way it always is? I just write whatever comes to mind don't I? Umm...I won't get to write again 'til lunch soooo...umm yeah. Tick, tock, tick, tock. Five mintues to go before I gotta start working...ummm. What's a battle? Ever feel lost? Sometimes I feel like everyone else has a map and I don't even have a compass.

Everyday makes me colder.

Hmmm...what the hell is he talking about some of you may be tell you the truth, I don't even know sometimes. I'm just really looking forward to ending this God forsaken year. Looking ahead to the promise of a new year, new beginnings...yadda, yadda, yadda..whatever. (Damnit, not even open yet already have people in here...accck.!)

Gotta run, another day, another dime.

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