Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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Church, Guns, and Elmo.

Thought that would get your attention.

Hope you're not disappointed, it's not as interesting as it sounds. It was my cousin's birthday/baptism today and it was quite an event. Of course I took my sweet ass time getting ready, the way I figured, the Church is literally across the street so I had plenty of time right? Hit the 'net, played some X-Box, after a while I finally hit the shower. Most of you may not know this, but I hate dressing up...I downright loathe it. Damn dress shoes not fitting, new clothes, fawking hate it, probably why I quit last job, damn ties. So I'm aggravated, having a bad hair day and running late. (acck reading this back I sound like such a prissy grrl) The fam and I finally get to Church and everyone else is there...

This could become a long ass entry, but I'll try to focus. I think I've written before about how I don't feel like I fit in with a lot of my extended family, and I've gotten into it with father about 'blood' how he thinks it supercedes everything. I disagree, I don't care if you're my cousin, uncle, whatever...why I should try being nice to you if you could care less you know...FOCUS.

So yeah the baptism went well, Selena looked gorgeous and she was a trooper through the whole thing. I remember my sister was thrasing when she got baptized. Oh and don't get me started about religion either...and baptizing do they know what they want...damnit FOCUS!!!

So after the ceremony we headed to the banquet hall...I sat with my brother and my sister's boyfriend and got a bit tipsy. No one was really talking to me, I kind of hate it, don't know if it's because I come off as better than everyone else, or something else I don't know. Whatever, damnit Futurama's on, distracting me...I should wrap this up.

So yeah the spanish music they were playing sucked, and the pop shit that came on was even worse. I'm all for electronica, but generic dance music kills me. I can't remember the last time I needed to hear a guitar so bad. The best part of the day was still to come...

Around three PM guess who walked in the door...ELMO!!! I soooo should have brought my camera, I needed a pic with Elmo, well not really but it would have been funny. He did the hokey-pokey, he limboed, he was outta control. A bunch of us had one of our little cousins go dance in front of him and tell him that he got served!!! It's funny I keep calling Elmo a he, because I think it was a girl/woman inside the suit.

They also passed out goodie bags to all the kiddies and of course I raided them for the yo-yo's and water guns.

I'm never going to grow up.

So that was that, the valet took forever, I saw cousins who swear they'll call me and I'm sure I won't see until the holidays, and I bragged about being the Madden champ and told them I'd serve them all at any EA game, anytime, anywhere.

Again, I'm never going to grow up.

So that's that...I guess I'll be on a little more. I don't know, it's like a day to day basis, not that anyone cares really, I talk to like three people these days...It's tough, the stuff I've been writing about, things I've been going through. But like everything else, you can't expect progress or change if you don't do anything about it.

But then what do you do about the things you can't change, can't control. The things you can't do anything about?

What You Are-Audioslave

And when you wanted me
I came to you
And when you wanted someone else
I withdrew
And when you asked for light
I set myself on fire
And if I go far away I know
You'll find another slave

Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are

And when you wanted blood
I cut my veins
And when you wanted love
I bled myself again
Now that I've had my fill of you
I'll give you up forever
And here I go far away
I know you you'll find another slave

Cause now I'm free from what you want
Now I'm free from what you need
Now I'm free from what you are

Then a vision came to me
When you came along
I gave you everything
But then you wanted more

Carpe Noctum,


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