Gil (fenyx) wrote,
Gil
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Sensory overload.

Fuck I'm tired. HOLY SHIT! It just sounded like a cat or a dog or something got runover outside. People need to quit hating on Hammer, bitches. Okay where the hell was I going with this. I think I spent like 80 dollars at the bar tonight and I have no idea how since I feel straight up sober. A couple Jager-bombs, Irish car bomb, some Jack and Cokes, a Sprechter's Root Beer, burger...damn that's why I rather rent or buy a game and spend the weekend in front of the TV playing X-Box. Wayyyy cheaper.

So I really can't tell you where the cash went, fucking sucks. I ended up playing like shit the last game. Embrassing really, especially since I was shooting well earlier. Doesn't help that I left my cue at home. The Sensory overload part was when I was watching the Cubs, Sox, Pistons games at the same time and trying to watch/play pool. It was nuts, lol. Cubs won btw WOOT! Anyway, I think that was about it, still rained all day today...when's it going to end? Actually I don't mind the rain all that much. Alright this post doesn't have much of a point right? I called a bunch of people about Mullen's but no one came through of course. I'll probably be rolling to the H show solo tomorrow too, *sighs* I have such great friends.

Oh and I wore my Sosa to work today and of course everyone was lovin' it, but they were also tugging on it, touching it, asking me how much it was, lol. Nothing happened to it though, at least that I noticed. I know I probably sound lame but I have the worst luck with white clothing and this particular item wasn't very cheap...as matter a fact it's probably my favoritest garment other than my wubby and my Neighborhoodie. Wow haven't checked in with them in a while. Oh yeah can't forget my Clerks T, and my TGS shirt. I sound like a girl talking about her shoes or something don't I? (I'm kidding, please no sexist, jerk, a-hole comments please, it's late forgive me.)

Went into There for a little bit, but it just isn't the same anymore. I mean I dislike being in the real world as it is these days, but there's not much I can do about that. At least I can shelter myself from the Creek, Norrath, and umm...Cangrejo Island? Egypt? LOL. It was nice to see everyone, not that we're all that close, but it was cool. Ok before I lose everyone, nevermind. It's just tough you know. I'm doing alright, keeping busy, but it's hard being so close, yet so far away. I just want something I can never have.


i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now,
i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be
come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have


Ok sorry about that, damn brother listening to awesomely bad songs on VH1 (DON'T GET CONFUSED NIN WAS NOT ON THAT LIST) friggin' Rico Suave, lol. NIN just came to mind, plus we were talking about Trent earlier tonight. Alright I'm going, LOCAL H tomorrow yeah!!!

G'nite everyone.

Gilly Gil aka Gilly McNilly
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