Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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People are so worried about having nightmares.
I wish I had them.
Dreams scare me.
Especially the nice ones.

A nightmare.
You wake up.

But wake up from a dream.
A good one.
Like the one this morning.
It feels like hell.

It felt so real.
I usually don't fall for them.
I can usually tell.
So fuckin' real, so genuine, so authentic.

Next came twilight.
Not asleep, but not truly awake.
Desperately trying to hang on to something that isn't there.
But you can't go back.
Try as you may.

So here I am.
Awake in my twilight of a life.
Not dead, but not really alive.
Hoping for nightmares tonight.
You can keep your dreams.

I rather be scared than disappointed.
Tags: writing

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