disappointedOh and I did a lot of thinking today, that's what happens when you have spare time. I think, that as much as it pains me to admit it, I am a COWARD sometimes. Damn $%#! 37!
This morning sucked, I started jogging and my legs felt like shit, I can usually work through it, cramps and such but I wasn't feeling it this morning so I walked home and crashed.
Anyway, I have to make some changes, and get stuff going, these couple weeks off should be productive. Then again I might just play Madden and go out for the next 14 days or so. We'll see.
No one said anything about Senn Days at work so I don't even know when I'm supposed to be back. Did I go into the office and bring up my concerns? Nope. Getting screwed only working half the summer, not even being asked to work orientation but expected to be there. Arrgh. I don't know, half the time it's just because I don't want to whine and suck it up. I don't want to rock the already shotty boat. Days like today though, I think it's because I puss out. It's not fear per se, I mean what's the worst that can happen? I get fired. Big deal, I don't have a family to support, and it's not like I'd be out on the streets. My five years are just about up anyway...
Alright, I'll shut it for now.
Gilbert Little
