Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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I Fear what May Become of Me.

Remember me?

I'll make out with your wife and then shake your hand. I'll tell you I appreciate your 'input' and then turn around and completely ignore it. I'll say I love you, and not mean it for a second. Say things like "that looks really good on you." Eventhough you look like a complete ass. I'll screw you over the first chance I get and won't regret it, not for a second. I'll fuck your girlfriend, your mom, your sister, as long as she's hot and willing. If I'm drunk, she doesn't even have to be all that hot.

I've fucked over everyone I know.

I've driven by you and not picked you up. Told you I'm broke when I'm not. Said I'm busy when I wasn't. BTW, my cell phone didn't lose it's signal or run out of juice. I just was sick of listening to your incessant braying. Don't you ever shut the fuck up? I don't care if you're not feeling well, on the rag, or your fuckin' cat just died. Your job sucks, your significant other is an asshole, your family's overbearing, your house is flying away, you're getting old, life sucks. Get a new job, dump the fucker, and fuckin' move.

I can't and I won't. You're on your own this time junior. It's time to grow up.

You've said this to me.

I will forget where I came from the moment I can afford to. It's not that I don't understand, it's just that I don't care. I know there's no "I" in team, but there is "ME". I'll look you dead in the eyes and tell you everything's going to be alright, when I know it's not.

She's done this to me.

Fuck off. Go play in traffic, or take a long walk off a short pier, whichever. I used you until something better came along. I never want to speak to you again.

This is me. This was me. This is who I want to become.
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