Gil (fenyx) wrote,

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Nothing much to report. Wing Wednesday last night, it was a good time as usual. Things got a little wild for a second, but it was all good. Had a nice long talk with the Llama. Came home and crashed. Today was typical. My supervisor was in meetings all day, we were shorthanded but when aren't I? Even at full strength, I feel overworked. I'm not too sure what lies ahead, but hey tomorrow is Friday, I might have plans, I get paid, and Suffrajett's on Saturday. Oh Feliz Cumpleanos Dewman, and many more.

Does anyone have the answer? Well other than Jesus, of course.

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I'll paint it on the walls
Cause I?m the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit

Fenyx out.

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